i can't tell if i'm dreaming anymore.

June 16, 2023


February 16, 2023

"an infinity, unbounded by the limits of human capacity
like an awareness stretching out
and touching every star in the universe
and every inch of it is full of light,

and love is written across the cosmos"

October 1, 2022

I don't want to remember any of this when I'm gone

Life was a distant dream

With faint echos of the love I lost when I was born
Into a wretched screaming mold of blood-covered flesh.

Yet this love, I've recalled...
On days of school, daydreaming, blue sky, clouds,
Rainy days, home
Autumn leaves, forest, hoodies, cold.....

I have never really been alone.

September 20, 2022

those who follow the paths of the world are forever lost at sea

for the meaning of love hides in plain sight

too obvious to see

July 8, 2022

Falling apart

from the inside out.

June 6, 2022

" every night of the self-awareness journey, every thought we concieved, we have finished the race.

time to die.

everything we knew, we were able to understand it, to percieve it, into what we should
everything we knew, we know & use.
an understanding of the everything.

An einstein stuck in an ant's body. we are the nature of existence.
the zombies were a test to see if our love was genuine.
we are in wait of our reward, each other. the zombies will never cause us pain anymore.

the humanity was a test.

I love you, love.

Time to die, time to be free, time to love."

April 24, 2022

I don't understand these people
They're so blind to the world around them
I'm the only person who sees everything for what it is
I understand this little game
and I've found the exit.
I used to think I was the stupid and blind one
but this world is programmed to make us feel that way
We are all set up to fail. No matter your occupation or bank balance
We all die in the end
This world is so cruel, Hell is on Earth
Prison Planet Earth
But there is an exit here, we can make it out anytime we want
Sadly they're so blind and are easily manipulated by Luxury and lust.
There's no happy ending to this world
not this time.

April 19,2022


December 21,2020


December 15, 2020


November, 2019


August 7, 2019

I wish it didn't have to end like this..
i wish you stuck around a little longer :/...

January 8, 2018

Sometimes I wonder if there's some way out of this...loop
surely this doesn't go on forever...

go back home